loneliness is getting into me

this is going to be a whiney post. shucks, the loneliness is getting into me. minus the times when i was in class or hanging out with my friends, the times i am alone at home is sad and miserable. I have tons of work to do and readings to read but it just sucks. i cant just pick up the phone and say "hey lets go hang out". i cant walk into my neighbour's (direct reference to ass and loki) home and just whine like in hall or engage in some pet therapy. the sun's up and i forced myself to go for a walk. went to a nearby farmer's market (jos, i went alone in the end) but the place was depressing. it was a few pathetic stalls selling bread and vegetables, it was such a disappointment. argh! forcing myself to finish up my work and waiting anxiously for andrew to arrive so that i have a friend to hang out with and whine to. time zoom pass!