Monday, April 18, 2005

Praise the Lord!!
I told myself that I cant blog for the next 2 weeks until my exams r over,
but I have to tell the whole world that God is good!!!
i just got back hall, was bout to start studying n a tot just told me check my sch mail.
there was a mail from my lecturer:
Dear Joanna,
I have not received your individual assignment. Please take note that if you did not submit your paper you will not be given any marks for it. Please submit it by tomorrow April 18th as I have marked all the papers and would like to return the papers to the class.

Thanks
Ms Nair



i totally freaked out!!
that essay was super crucial,the whole project: grp n individual essay was 60%
i totally felt like i was sinking..
the whole world came down on me..
yes, exam results mean alot to me!!
i got really jumpy.. screaming to anyone ard...
tried to find the softcopy on my com but couldnt..
remembered my ipod might have a copy but i didnt have the wire...
went all the way to blk E to get from yy..
tried to open the file in my com but couldnt... sigh...
luckily it could be retrieved from mr kee's com..
many thanks to yy n mr kee...


that was the event of finding my softcopy essay...
it took a whole 1 hr...
i was in panic for 1 hr..
there was a point where i tried to calm myself n prayed..
i was telling God how impt. the essay was, how much effort i've put into it..
but there was this idea inside me that if something is so impt.
God would test me by taking it away from me just so that i can totally trust Him..
in faith...

but somehow i felt peace..
there was peace inside me, though i was still panicking..
duno how to explain it.
it's like inside me i know it'll be fine, but im still worried that it might not be fine..
..sigh..

(oh u fool, of little faith.. guess that's what God was thinking..)


but everything's fine now..
going to talk to my lecturer tmr..
i have witness of many friends who specifically saw me handing in my essay..
i was the one who passed the whole essay to her..
but then.. maybe God's just telling me to have more faith in Him..
anyway.. everything's well now..
im bleaming away..
God's at work again in my life... ^_^

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